innocent lovin'

had a great day today. Its just one of those carefree days...when u are aware of how much more time you have in your hands.. knowing that the tempo can be slowed down. I just relish times like these when any form of planning is abolished, where we are aimless and wandering nomads in the hustle and bustle of the city. Knowing that you can just enjoy being in the moment... being with Baby tt is.

We went to watch casino royale today. Which was an absolutely FABULOUS show!!! i kid u not.. the action involved in the movie is very different as compared to the usual bond movies which focused more on the high-tech gadgets. In this movie, it show cases Bond as a cold-hearted killer, highly capable in terms of closed arm combat, speed and strength. His tolerance of pain is highly admirable in the movie as he 'gets his balls scratched' by the evil, sadistic bad guys. Overall, it was a good movie which had a high worth of entertainment value. A MUST-WATCH even for the masses who aren't die-hard james bond fans.. like me. tee hee.

Kk..enough of all the sweet talk already. Gotta cut loose all the angst inside of me... Was outraged today by 'somebody'. Gathering from my character, impulsive and rash, i get irritated easily. therefore approximately 1/2 a day from now, I won't hold and grudges anymore. So spare me for the vulgarities and the crude language that I maybe spouting in the next few lines...

so the scenario was me..pissed and angry and super super tired from the day's activities and the lack of sleep the previous night further contributing to my foul mood. I had rushed home and cut short the day's outing with baby to send an important document to the rest of the RAT commitee programmers and of course i wasn't feeling too good about it. WHY? becoz i wanted to spend more time with baby. DUH! kk... i'll cut to the chase. Point is..I was exhausted...and feeling kinda cranky... then mummy comes home late, asks a whole bunch of nosey questions which i dutifully attempted to answer, and turns around to step on my tail! RAWR!!! WTF!!! God..i was furious.. u have no idea.. sometimes i wish i cld stuff her mouth and stop the insensitive remarks from flowing...

the sentence that triggered it all:
She said: "Don't spend too much of Melvin's money lar"

WTF!!! i mean..Its not as if I dun have my own money to spend? DO i look lyke some sort of money-sucking machine to you... GOD NO!!! pls..i ain't some cheap, materialistic girlfriend that clings onto her boyfriend for branded goods and whatsoever okie? pls DO NOT EVER think tt of your daughter. I DO NOT beg melvin to buy me stuff.. he just does becoz he loves me. is that fine with you?!?!? GOD....

then she makes matters worst by standing outside my door and going on and on..squeaking about how i run to her only when i have problems and then treat her lyke shit when i don't need her. God....what did i do to deserve this..*whining*..

Save me from myself please...

jellies that i made at 1am the previous nite... was rather restless..hehe

kk..signing off..goodnite world..gotta catch some slp before all hell breaks loose tmr.. NiteZ~