a figment of my imagination

A figment of my imagination

I shun this side of me, one that upon emerging, evokes still images of senseless self-dominated mind games that I used to put myself thru. i sense that certain predicament creeping up onto me, an unwelcomed guest of course, but still persistent nonetheless. He challengs my self-worth, brings chatter marks to the most shiny surfaces of relationships. I wish it would go away...i really do.