the end of the road

0
COM
made a major fool of myself today in the exam hall...didn't knoe my seat no. before hand, but thought tt since i was always the last in the whole cohort. I cld go in there and probably find my seat with ease. Oh well i did.. but somehow the arrangement was a little swopped and i got rather confused..so there i was standing up changing seats last minute in front of the entire hall. WAHAH..damm i shld have entered last!

staring at the sheet of paper..i was appalled at the questions..'hey, wait a min..this has nothing to do with wat we've learnt in aerodynamics..'

in fact, it was more like a pure physics paper.... and not an easy one at that.

so there i was working on my paper, scribbling furiously..(hmph maybe not so furiously) and in my head, there was this really irritating tune on repeat mode. my goodness, i swore i was perpetually bobbing my head up and down to the rhythm. Later, i went home to search for that song. And here it is..

Voila...

Afroman - Because I Got High Lyrics
I was gonna clean my room but then I got high
I was gonna get up and find a broom but then I got high
my room is still messed up and I know why
- cause I got high [repeat 3X]

I was gonna go to class before I got high
I coulda cheated and I coulda passed but then I got high
I'm taking it next semester and I know why
- because I got high [repeat 3X] I

(just a little abstract of it..coz its a reallie crude song.)
so tts it! I'm done with exams for this wretched semester. I walked out of the hall with a contented smile on my face. walking through the gates of hell, my skin still red from the leaping flames of fire. still feeling a little numb(for the moment)... but think i'll warm up to the fun awaiting me sooner of later...Heh.




i love my toes.. heh


my little board to keep me organised over the holidays..woopie!

let the rain fall down..all over me

0
COM
feeling a sense of dread wash over me...its just unexplainable..senseless...
0
COM
I'm so tired of being here.
supressed by all my childish fears.
And if you have to leave,
I wish that you would just leave.
cause your presence still lingers here,
and it won't leave me alone.
These wounds won't seem to heal,
this pain is just too real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase.

(chorus)
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
And I held your hand through all of these years.
But you still have...
All of me.

You used to captivate me by your resonating light,
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind.
Your face it haunts, my once pleasant dreams
Your voice has chased away all the sanity in me.
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real,
there's just too much that time cannot erase.

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
And I held your hand through all of these years.
But you still have...
All of me.

I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone.
But though you're still with me,
I've been alone all along...

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears,
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears.
And I held your hand through all of these years.
But you still have...
All of me.

time goes by..only bringing me closer to you...

0
COM
WAHAHA..its only 48 hrs more to my freedom!!! can't believe this..so exciting... no more books..no more studying..live out my stress-free days..

I've got soooo many plans installed for this holiday.. in fact it may not even seem lyke a break anymore. But wth..NO MORE STUDYING!!! tts the best part! tee hee..*sniggers*

kk..lets see..we have a whole week of planning to do for R.A.T race (tt is if the programme actually manifest becoz right now we've bumped into a slight problem..ahem..kinda huge in actual fact..a SHORTAGE OF COMPETITORS!!! *slaps forehead* my gosh..) oh well, its only inevitable tt our efforts and all the planning is susceptible to the participation of our customer field..guess the NTU population ain't too keen on these kinda adventure races. Bah...anyway yep.. a whole week of preparation before the big event on the 8th Dec. then following tt.. a whole week of partying and meeting up with frens!!! its my bdae btw on the 16th (fri)..*bleah* but think i've got to arrange a celebration on my own again..haha.. oh well. the next day..i will be whizzed off to mount Kinabalu with the O.D.A.C family!! yee haa!!! for a whole 4 days of fun-filled, soaking wet, heart-pumping action!!! white water rafing and trekking up the rocky slopes of the majestic mountain.. SWEET!!! then its back to spore for a short break where i will have to repack everything again and get ready for??? VIETNAM!!!! ahha..this holiday couldn't get any better than this man.. wow..my heart is getting pumped up from just thinking about it.

ENOUGH!!! i wanna partyee and get high on booze!!!

I wanna watch sunrise on the mountain with zhenhan kor kor!!!

I wanna go out and have fun with Karen, my lao po..bestie and SOOO many more!!!

I WANNA SPEND MORE TIME WITH BABY!!!

I WANNA ... I WANNA ..I WANNA...

be patient little one..we still have to wait...JUST TWO MORE DAYS!!! YAY!!! *jumping ard the room*

long waits drive me to insanity...

Loungy day...

0
COM
just feel like lazing around...
listen to my music...nat king cole with Unforgettable, and l.o.v.e... ella fitzgerald with at last... renee olstead with What a difference a day makes... Billie Holiday with Come Rain or Shine...
sipping on my hot coffee..feeling the burning heat pinching my bare lips...
the gloomy grey skies, a perfect companion...
just fading into the moment... a world where my troubles are all miles away...

feelin' much better

0
COM

oops..owe u guys this. Had the time today to make some alterations and upload the video of the dinner tt nite with my family at east coast..hehe.. watch it..its FARNIE!!!

oh.. anyway my god-dammed phone is working again!!! HURRAY!!!

first msg recieved: Don't forget that you're loved. Oh. By me.

Melvin

Oh.....so sweet. Thanks baby...

JUst my luck...

0
COM
had a bad day today... down on luck...groanz.. its just one of those days when everything seems to be going AGAINST you..Yep, so here's my story.

First thing..decided to take a nap be4 continuing to mug coz my level of concentration had hit rock bottom by 1+ ....therefore i set the alarm on my handphone off at 5..hoping to get up to do some more last min revision. BUT alas!!! the stupid damm hp didn't go off..in fact..someone put it to snooze mode..Cldn't be me rite? since i was lyke miles away from the stupid phone... unless i slept walk of course...okie..nvm tt. Tht's just the beginning of all the bad luck..

Then..going to skool..i was kinda panic stricken since i didn't haf much preparation under my sleeve. To that, I admit that I've only got my bad habit of procrastination and lack of effort to blame reallie..*slappin' myself* Tried to make a call to baby before i entered the exam hall and guess wat?!?! my damm phone got short circuited or some sort!!! WTH!!! this incident only served to further fuel the desperation inside me....it was lyke a BIG BALL of FEAR forming inside..GOSH!!!..i cldn't breath... I mean..wat is the probability of a new phone suddenly failing on you...right be4 u enter the exam hall?!?! *bOo Hoo*....all i wanted to do is to call him...

entering into the hall..as usual..i was ALL THE WAY at the back..yeh..no complaints about tt. But worst thing was there was NO QUESTION PAPER on my table... lyke WTF.. how am i supposed to do a paper w/o questions?!?! DAMM those examiners... Thank goodness the guy behind me noticed in time and called for a paper. *phew*..kk..figured tt i was reallie off to a bad start. Needless to say..the paper was not too bad lar..but cld have been better... Somehow i was extremely tired during the paper..caught myself dozing off a few times throughout the 2.5 hrs long paper. DAMM IT! shld have taken more coffee... Was reallie stunned by the 4th qn..It looked totally alien..*bleah*.. a test of who has the best crapping skills. WAHAHA.
overall: SCREWED!!!

On my way home from skool, i bumped into xiangyun at the bus interchange. Goddammit..she made me SOOO jealous. her last paper was last fri..I wish tt were me. then i wldn't have to live with the tormenting task of having to prepare for another exam... (Psss..dun worrie lao po..i still love u..hehe..lets meet up to party another day orite! yay!)

Doesn't help tt my damm leg keeps acting pain..the stupid pain is even there when i walk.. I HATE IT!!! God pls give me a new pair of legs...

Later i found out tt i 'overcharged' my phone. fact is tt I left it overnight coz it was flat.... was quite shocked to hear tt explanation from the phone company. I mean..tts lyke utter nonsense!!! sony ericsson..BAH!!!

so now..i've resorted to staying home..je ne veux pas travailler...maybe tt wld prevent any more mishaps from happening..NOBODY COME CLOSE too..

oh yesh..thanks baby for coming over ytd. sure made my day. And i totally adore the High Society: music to watch girls by cd tt u got me. Its fantabulous!!! LURVE IT...(u guys shld go take a listen..its reallie good..*swooning*)

thx mummy for keepin me accompany in the morning though u were in a rush to get to work. Hope your boss understands tt u've got an insane daughter to take care of... *Hugz*

favourite things...

0
COM
Haha..love this song!!! the materialistic version of 'favourite things'...cool!!!

Big Brovaz -- Favourite Things
Buy me diamonds and rubies
I'm crazy bout Bentley's
Gucci dresses and drop top kompressors
Wine me and dine me
Bring those platinum rings
Those are a few of our favourite things
What I need is a gentleman
Who does the best he can
There to hold my hand
I want him to understand
Of course I want diamonds and expensive things
Cos a girl gotta have her favourite things
Buy me diamonds and rubies
I'm crazy bout Bentley's
Gucci dresses and drop top kompressors
Wine me and dine me
Bring those platinum rings
Those are a few of our favourite things
I would like a man who
Takes care of business
And still have the time to take me on a shopping spree
What's mine is yours and what's yours is mine
With what we have let's put it together and we can shine
Let me tell you about D, its all about
Simplicity, easy to please
But I like expensive things
For me you can buy diamonds and pearls
Just some of the little things I like in my world
Buy me diamonds and rubies
I'm crazy bout Bentley's
Gucci dresses and drop top kompressors
Wine me and dine me
Bring those platinum rings
Those are a few of our favourite things
Psss..dun worrie..i'm nothing lyke tt. Its not ALL about the money. But i cannot deny the fact that sometimes it is a major pull factor or incentive in many situations... Though we often say tt money cannot buy happiness, but if u realise..almost everything in the world..be it activites or things, involve a cost. The talk about money is unavoidable... just inevitable. Imagine how much more things you can achieve with a substantial amount of cash or investments to fall back on...
Bah..Still, I say being rich is not everything...*eyeing the tour package to seychelles tt totals up to a sum of ard 2k*. HEHE...

pre-celebration part one

0
COM
yet another paper over..*phew* ... haha..as taught in 'are you ok'..in order to handle stress..hehe i decided to "REWARD" myself..don't knoe whether i deserve it though..but heck..hehe..

yeh... so the rest of the day was spent with my honey..and of course my dearest family!!! hehe..wat a fulfilling day..

First stop. marina sq to do a little shopping..then it was off to suntec for lunch!!! Fish and Co. the poor little waiter there had a minor slip up. and when i say minor..its reallie minor... the mint sweets meant for us at the end of the meal slipped from his hands onto the chair whilst baby was settling the bill. But since he was new on the job.. guess he took it quite badly..u shld have seen his face cinch up when he made the mistake..it was as though he was going to give himself a tight slap.. poor thing..So there i was trying to 'comfort' him... "it's ok...*BIG smile*"

then..off we went to suntec convention halls to collect our race packs for the stan chart marathon which i forgot to mention about is next SUN!!! gosh..i'm so dead..haven't been training.. *Bleah*

watched 'Happy feet' the movie too!

wasn't too great a show..despite its star-studded voice cast. But i must agree tt the show is definitely a good show for kids... it teaches many life lessons..the most obvious one being tt uniqueness and having a special characteristic or ability is indeed a wonderful thing and should not be deemed as 'weird' or abnormal by others. Sometimes these special abilities can lead to positive incomes and offer us a new lease on life.

It was a good way to open up our minds to the vastness of the world out there and to the fact tt a little determination goes a lonnnnnggggggggg way.

then it was *zoom* to east coast for wat else but...SEAFOOD!!! haha.. everyone was in a joyous mood..figures becoz our whole family hasn't been out together for a decent meal in a long long long long time..and guess just being in the presence of each other's company was enough to bring a smile to everyone's faces...food was good though i was still a little full from my late lunch. Oh yes..my parents opened a bottle of white wine which was good but not fruity enough for my taste... Had to help them a little though as my mummy was getting a bit high on wine. Hehe..silly mummy! as usual Kor was having fun wit his food..being a noobie at eaing crabs..guess he made a mess out of it and needless to say..wasted a whole lot of flesh!!! then, it was straight back home after dinner...Don't worry..my parents didn't drive back..my bro did. HAHA. yep..as the policeman wld say.."IF YOU DRINK, DON'T DRIVE!"


Chilli CrabKor battles with the crabs...

mummy gets high on wine...

u shld have heard mummy crooning to 'can't take my eyes off you' in the car..it was hilarious..hehe. Guess everybody needs a break in a while...


Finally it was off to o bar for some chillin' out and boogie-ing the nite away..wee...had a blast.. but for now..its FULL STEAM AHEAD for monday's paper....GO GO GO!


flabbergasted!!!

0
COM
SHIT....I'm seriously screwed this time..my circuits paper is in 2 hrs time i juz realise i knoe nuts about it! ARGH...i'm gonna need a miracle of GARGANTUAN proportions this time around...