In need of a push...
Stuck with so many tasks to complete, so much work left unfinished, so many topics left untouched. The situation of disparity dawns over me. Ironically, i see it all but i can't force myself to get down to the dirty work. Something's wrong with me...
Was bored..so i decided to try out a recipe tt i found online for XX cake..shall not say wat it is in case it turns out reallie terrible, as in horrific beyond recognition. Haha..at least i know i can post a picture of the end product and use any other 2 word cake name to account for the mess. and of course make use of my lovely family members to help me consume the 'garbage' since my father has the strongest opinion regarding not letting food (of any grade) go to waste. HEHE. wat a genius i am...haha.

Hmph...in the end, it didn't turn out that bad after all. Tee hee...

as u can see..i decided to reveal the name of the cake. haha..oh well. Its YUMMY!!! Smooth cheese between chocolatey layers of sponge. Just right with a cup of hot coffee on a wet afternoon...
He maketh no mistakes
Why has my faith become so weak?
Why do i buckle under trials and tribulations instead of seeking the Lord for peace and strength?
While looking through a pile of paper today, I came across a poem. I was inspired, comforted yet shamed at the same time. Shamed tt i had shunned the Lord for such a long time thinking tt i could do it on my own. I was wrong...
This poem also goes out to all those out there whose faith is challenged or are encoutering trying times in their life. May you seek peace in the Lord and find yourself in him... Trust that he always be there for you. Come rain or come shine.
I was weak and you were strong

My head, a tangled mass of vine and rubble.
A world left behind
Abandoned, torn by strong winds and the merciless sun .
Tall mighty statues,
Testament of it’s once glorified past.
Now stand half buried in the sands,
Disfigured, weathered,
Unremembered.
There are those who look upon this world.
They have hopes of salvaging it.
Restoring it to the state that it once was.
But the world shuns them
The unpredictable weather, as though a beast,
Raging its fury upon those who dare to venture near.
Then as the exhausted combatants turn their backs on this world
Once again,
It calms down
The lonely sand dunes speaks of its pain
The drifting winds tell the secrets of its innermost feelings.
Thoughts of a world that has been left behind,
Forgotten.
Running all over the shop.
oh boi..was kinda tired just now as i only caught a meagre 3 hrs of slp the nite b4 but somehow i ain't slpy anymore..hmph..u shld check out the size of my eye bags though..their HUGE!.haha
our guinea pigs...

our shuai station masters.
guess who's back? the haze..argh...
a very shagged but happie Sihan..hehe
oritey then my thick, mid-length chunky and very very messy hair has decided to dry itself already..time for bed!!! Oh my..my pink comforter is beckoning to me..wait a min darlin'..COMING!!!
the beginning of a very very LOOOONNNNNNGGGG day...
Pain.
My leg hurts...think my knee is screwed. So tts it ladies and gentlemen, Stubborn me decides to push the mileage up and ends up driving her knee haywire. God..she's insane...Belated bdae celebration for the 2 bois...hehe
bdae bois Lin Sui and Paul lighting the candles
Me and Paul!!!
Tim and Paul (plus Claire who tried to sneak into the background..haha)
Ever Kawaii Claire and hmph..her not so happie bf Yanwei.haha
Sui and Me...The gang soon parted ways and then it was time for me to PARTYEE!!! nah..kidding.. Went to watch 'The Prestige' with baby. It was a very captivating movie i must say. Its about two magicians overwhelmed by their obsession for magic. After an unfortunate incident, both embarked on a quest to outdo each other and to dig out each others secrets. Great movie overall. Teaches you that obsessions can indeed be deadly.

Hmph, read this article on the newspaper this morning..My gosh..quoted from this morning's article of 'Indoor smoking makes air 28 times more polluted' : 'When the PSI hits 300, it means there are more than 251 microns per cubic metre. ' and 'The study has found that it takes just two lit cigarettes, in an enclosed room the size of a HDB bedroom, to generate 622 microgrammes of pollutants. '..by simple maths, that would mean that in an average pub/club, the psi index would hit a little more than 622/251x300 = 743.42629 which is way way way higher than the highest 150 which we encountered recently. OH MY GOSH!!!! haha. Now i've no cause to complain about haze anymore..woopsie..hehe.
If loving you with all my heart is a crime...I'm guilty.
I need you to know how much I need you beside me all the time, but I do not know how to express tt desire in words. I respect your freedom, your decisions…but if wanting and needing u is a crime, then, I’m guilty. Should I speak my mind? Will you think me weak if I showed how vulnerable I am to your mood changes?
I can’t breathe easy…I can’t sleep at night till u’re lying next to me…
R.A.T Race | Race against Time!
Rat race is an adventure race or rather like the amazing race tt used to hogged our screens before. Organised by NTU ODAC..its a multi disciplinary competition that involves brains, teamwork endurance and strength. Teams of four with at least one member of the opposite sex, will follow clues to checkpoints and complete tasks given to them before proceeding on. These checkpoints span the island taking contestants far and wide. Guranteed fun!!! haha..Can't wait for the final event which would be held on the 8th Dec'06. so exciting... Meanwhile, preparations for the dry run program this sat is running on a very tight schedule. There's just so much stuff to do!!! oh yesh, i'm a programmer btw..heh.. argh..so guess i'll be on top of the blaming list if anything shld crop up. *GULP* Urge to walk in the rain...
Oh well, plans for the upcoming holiday have started to take shape and within a day, We (my family and I) had formulated plans and made several bookings. Mt Kinabalu and Vietnam it would be.. But somehow all these weren't wat i had in mind.. I just want to spend some time with you.
Love is never a simple thing...sometimes you have to give, and other times you take. Its a tricky business here..Sometimes it pays to pay a little more attention to details, sometimes things wld turn ard to bite if u if u're over analytical... *sigh*..why can't love be easier to comprehend? Then it wld spare many of us the heartaches...

