where do i belong

feeling awfully guilty now..

read a post from Shun Zhang's blog just moments ago and came to realise tt i was such a cold person. A hermit, never willing to dedicate myself to the task of bonding. my detachement from the odac committee is evident though i have given the role of a programmer for this year's atc. and i am but a by-stander. not one who carries forth the spirit of the odac committee. Neither am i strong spirited nor fun-loving. But i am proud to be once an integrated part of tt committee, to once have been touched by the odac spirit during orientation days. Somehow now, it all seems to distant. Guess i was never meant to fit in...

mood now, slightly depressed.

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